so long ah.

it has been a while since i write nonsense on this ancient blog of mine. it is already the second month of 2010 and the world is spinning at faster rate as the weeks passed. so i have to get a load off my chest for a bit before i resume with tutorials that i have been lagging with. i will not whine too long. or rant too much.

first and foremost i screwed up my first semester. all the xbox fault lah. haha, pardon me. anyway, looking forward, i have plentiful modules to be completed if i were to graduate in 3 years time. but with the pace i am having; retaking all my failed modules, i prolly have to go for one more semester or prolly the whole year to complete a full degree.

aiya. i dont know. for now i am trying very hard to study. if only the computer and internet did not exist today, studying will be like facebook. why cant facebook provide tutorials. hello, im an addict.

Peace

manufactured.

i have to get this load off somehow. exams are halfway through, today was pretty hard to conform. after three blows of examination im finally settling into having the sense of being intimidated by the papers. i feel like im spanked hard on the face for not putting a lot more effort. i am me. i do not take stress seriously, if it comes ill pass it on to my games and military novels.

today was quite bleah. nahhh i didnt wake up early to meet buddies for last second revision. yet i was greeted by students, excited over their last paper as i exited my bus towards the exam hall. fuck you, a little bit of consideration would help my morale in surviving the next two and a half hours in the freezing cold examination hall. oh great i am in the first row. i was thinking of cheating hoping that my notes would be invisible, tough luck, there was this camera 45 degrees staring at me blankly. i was wondering who would be watching me struggling my nerves out behind those lenses. to make it worst, invigilators are directly infront of me, grinning. seems students keep walking in and out to the toilet, i assume they are looking for answers ay? anyway. anyway. the best of all is me darting blankly at this particular question, while Sherwood(the lecturer for the module) is on my 12 looking down on me.

looking down on me. oh yes i was down, but lets hope for the best. three more papers to go.

Peace

i want to buy GTR.

credits to fahn togel. the lecturer that took care of me for 3 years is now a millionaire. he was sort of the care person to a small class of students which included me throughout my time in polytechnic. coincidentally, he was my supervisor for my final year project. which is cool shiznit. well, i could guess from the image above, his road to millionaire was part of my group effort in developing his idea of bone scaffolding. we fabricated a plate and an extruder to protrude out filaments that will make the product. we scored well for it. guess our group sleepless night paid off and did him proud. look at how wide his smile is.

go here to find out more about the product we used to work on.

Peace

get some.

i cannot study whole day dawg. it just that when i come to a certain question that is pretty hard, ill stone. stone includes long hours of sleep. i have less than 25 days till exams. dude, im not too prep up for D-Day. hols shiznits the blood flow constricts every time my mind think of it. how do them graduates survive this mental tenure. i do not mean to exaggerate but its putting a bullet through the brains, splattering juices. God help me. i know its a bit tight, but i need my heart and mind to focus now. i do not wish to repeat Brunei man.

oh my i miss the whole fcuking platoon 2. them PAC warriors yo.

Peace

french fries again.

how do you start the passion of studying when the mood and motivation isnt there. when the modules are pretty rough and tough. and competitions are stiff. for me, ill tag along playing this game of surviving through. risking my every minute for exams that is coming soon. real soon. deadly. my hair is all standing while i am all smiles. everything is going to be ok, as donald duck would put it. thermodynamics is being a bitch now. our brains are made of neurons and not all humans have the same efficiency of absorbing heavy information fast, letting alone the neurons to process it. its fcuken tough. 10 klicks see chics tomorrow morning. nike human race. ciao.

Peace

snicker bars.

i had 3 bars of snickers of school today. it was the only prominent food that grabbed me when i strolled in the schools convenient 7 11. 1 for breakfast 2 for lunch. imma sweet mouthed now care for a kiss?

i got intrigued by the professor for helping my friend to answer a dang question by him. he looked at me straight in the eyes without even blinking, all i could do was to slide down my chair and hid under the table. nothing much lately, this week was elearning but school is still alive. lectures especially, my life span is limited to 75 mins for the 2 hour of blabberings. my mind will just snooze after that.

i plan to swim today and i did 8 laps, panting. this is pretty bad i must say, should do a weekly affair. washed up and headed off to my marketing lesson at night.

stretch. campus run tomorrow. time to hit the chicks. oops.

Peace

so we do nothing. but be prepared for anything?

i bought two books recently, the first is one bullet away by captain Nathaniel Fick former elite recon marine. a really inspiring book of the adventures in becoming a marine. he writes valiantly, influential to every reader who yearns to be a leader under pressure. i got hooked on aspiring to becoming a marine. the words were written descriptive towards army lingo made me all excited reminiscing the times i had going through infantry officer cadet course. now i am being pressurized by my peers to sign on the army and tell tales to grandchildren. day by day i will hear the passing quotes of 'sign on sudah'. very tempted. weaponrys, shouting commands on the field. uniforms make me look hot. higher CDI factor. "Chicks Dig It".

ah fcuk that. its the old time saying of 'being said is easier than done'. go thru what i have i gone thru. i control my life not you. being in peace is in the melayu blood. although i love being green, signing on wont even be my last resort. but when the button is pressed, i will be there when the nation needs me to fend off enemies taking harm on my family and raping beauties of singapura.

oh yep the second book is a word by word translation of the Quran. loving it.

Peace