quite quiet.

i feel sheity these days and i do not know why, i kept on silent mode while friends had me brushing up for laughter. i cant laugh no more i guess. im too darn serious at some point of time and i had my sketchbook filled up while they had their conversations. ignore me. i might smile but i aint no joke.

no term breaks. and more reports.

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today was totally owning the workplace. literally. it was only me and my friend and my other friend plus the hot scientist. the rest had a trip to KL for some correspondence thingy. we did some stupid lamed up stuffs in the lab which we had it taped and will not post it anywhere here. kalo supervisor tahu. mampos. so if you wanna catch it... nevermind. dont need to. and i think the canteen aunty that sells muslim food likes us. anak makcik satu JC, satu sec4. dua dua pompuan. (makcik pun jambu herself, anak dierr lagi). mampos. sheits.

how could they hold bottles and have their labels on.aint know that stuffs. peers on ciggs. got their drinks wipe till the brim, living the nightlife like tapes on rewind. time, back limping with cans cramp on sweaty palms. drunk ladies got cramps from guys who got cramped up beers up on their mindful egoes. impossibly pondering, whats up with the influences. the labels just got loose. on a drowning path back to choose. time ticks ask yourself.

im used to chill alone on occasional nights with pencil on sketches observing the people surround me. and im strong to influences, making me tight scared ill just drown and get my faith down the drain with them peers that doesnt seem to feel wrong with clubbing and drinking and smoking ish. and what happened to religion? im a small fly in this destructing world trying to uphold the responsibilities from Him. and yet i kept slipping from the good and get influenced. whats bad? ill ask myself. dont mind me. im just fearing.

ehh book tennis court. lepas tuhh main balls.

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and for some reason i do not know, im a fcukd up team leader. i came in late like no ones business while my mates had their production started. i slumbered out sorry. and supervisors like okay. and i think i need to brush up on this: deliver stuffs proper and get the communication right. do more reports/update log book and start on the mof'in gant chart. im not used to ordering people. i do what people around me do and go with the flow. nehmind. ill be at my best from now on. haaa. no action talk only. bahhh.

and i cant figure out how the f wan could get a peaceful sleep in that one and a half hour bus ride home. well, im trying so hard to get this eye shut till inchertange(pronounce interchange) while he had his head leaning on my shoulders and it felt gay. maciam siakk. hahha. i think ill buy blinds for the eyes next time. and sit nearer to the aisle.

dsakfjakdhfkasd. i think im on random. and i feel like buying shirts over at queensway right now.

im supporting Iran for the world cup. well. Brazil on the other hand.

im missing them fumes badly. got the right tools. skills lost. feed me with fumes. get me high.

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i felt like im sabotaging my own supervisor for some reason i do not know. and i think i should bank in them money before it disappears in thin air. and im fearing to step in the workplace.

ok have a nice day. off to school. work.

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while still waiting for my roadtrip. i took the opportnity given from mad to talk to his really lovely cousin. lol. fcuk me. im coming up with lamed up conversations that girls wont like. hahaha. maciam toots. i wasnt serious though. but sh*s cute lahh. s*e thought i was mof'in talking seriously real. but im not. sheit. and i started typing crap. and she had the conversations hanging there. and i got my reputation went down the hill. sheit. im dead. im dead. help. help.

tu lahh main mancis lagi. taubat benar aku. tak nak buat lagi.

ok guys learn the lesson. serves me right.

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fortunate me i didnt had any lecturing this time in the car. hes mood was good. he was humming away with classical songs. asking about my personal life and stuffs and sheits. portable drilling was fun. ehh aku pulakk turn. okok aku dua. ko dua. hahaha.

hungry i was today. was lacking with dinner the other day and i skipped breakfast. and i had firdaus's plate as well.

alamak didnt enjoy soccer today, the lights didnt clap on. and i was straining for the ball. sheits. i should have just drag back home and sleep. and now:

ehh pack your bags.

yes mom.

i will be on a roadtrip to god-knows-where. ok lets watch band of brothers on that vech then doze off.

apa mahu matahe beb. blaja tinggi tinggi woo.

id rather be a good friend that listens.

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today was frustrating. fcukedelicacbysianasaiininab*inauya. go figure.

report report report. sway sway sway.

swee. swee. sweet.

world cup at school? overnight uhh.

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