grab my hands now. and lets just chill.

Peace

10/10. i spent the whole morning trying to find the subtitles for this film. worth the search. oh my, expect me to keep repeating the play button like i do for band of brothers.

Peace

its raya down the corner. i feel like i have not done that good yet and i have a lot of things, i hate it when i say things, to settle. i just feel like not doing anything anymore. take me far away in the highlands, breezing with green field, sipping on coffee and stare your warm eyes. lets forget the world.

and a thought, if everyone were rich, who would clean the street?

Peace

very deep meaning.

why must out of all parts of the body, the mosquitoes must irritatingly bite on the thighs. its not a good sight you know to see me scratching the back part of it. itchy. i hope the new uniforms that will be issued out soon have good material that will break the mosquitoes mouth tube or better known as proboscis when it tries to penetrate thru the uniform. bleed for your country dont breed. aiya why i keep complaining like a wussy.

this batch of nsmen im having is one great bunch, they are a battalion of dedicated soldiers undergoing tight training for their in camp. i truly adore their morale and commitment to defence. well perhaps i think theyre still at the early stage of their reservists but yep i hope it continues on throughout their cycle. the commanders especially played excellent role in it. i learnt a lot. well theyre leaving soon and not coming to see me again teaching them because by then ill be.

ord oh.

when can i see your face again.

Peace

shiet im doing the random sending of messages again. this time its more. i need a new phone but what phone. i dont know because im always prone to having it dropped and thrown all over the shop. how? tie black string onto my waist or neck. ok can. will do. and currently my phone is having its last days with the screen being blank and black i can still message goodnight you know. but its not fun when im not expecting that the boss is calling. my printed numbers on the bills is going to exceed.

and my boss is influencing me trying to make me psychoneurotic with signing on. he is trying to lure me to the dark side with all the best deals i could get. no please help me no. i dont want please stop. help. pull the charging handle and then bang! bang! oh no its coming to me again. bang.

i just saw the army truck owned a car. i dont know hows the civillian condition but the vehicle was totally scrapped and the godknowshowold truck was still intact. no dent no sand.

i just realised i clocked 23 working hours on monday. no sleep just 1/2 break for fast. and then ears go ringing again. and i talk nonsense when im shagged.

for all my life im yours.

Peace

i cant wait for tomorrow monday to end. the past few days i have been risking my life with live explosives and ammunitions and it went thru all the way till saturday. im having the ringing sound in my ears now. i always kept forgetting to wear the ear plugs. ok lets hope my listening dont get degraded.

ok im getting irritated by two things. the weather which has been hot, and my handphone which when i forgot to unlock it keep sending messages and my inbox will end up with 50 messages from me. yesss, thats why i put the first contact as myself so that it wont send any random message to anyone else. see la later my bill how.

lets hope all go smooth tomorrow.

m i s s y o u.

Peace

the past few days the weather has been stickingly hot. like sticky gluey hot. and yes i have been out there toasting myself. and i feel sticky. it continues on thru the night too. i can seal envelopes with my sweat now. its sticky. i can have post it notes all over my body so i wont forget everything now. ok skoo the nonsense. im just tired i cant think anything better but you.

when you hear the boom sound. you take cover.

Peace