my life has not been much interesting since i left army. no action. no bang bangs. no communications(talk-cock session). most importantly, no money rolling. well, i really wish someone out there would read my blog and sympathize me. symphathize me so much that he/she will donate me $20 every month. i am not asking much, just to support myself in school. please please. singapore is the 10th expensive city in the world. by now you can imagine how my situation is. it is really bad. i beg you please donate.
hahha. this is the modern day beggar.
anyway, i bought two new games out of boredom on xbox live(the irony!). worms armageddon and battlefield 1943. worms as you would know is a classic. i remembered the first version was in diskette format! wow. ok i just realised diskette is an ancient item. why i bought this two games because it requires stratergy and not just play to fill time. i like my mind to work when playing. mostly applying physics to it. i love owning opponents while keeping it low making them realise this basickq - my xbox live gamer tag, dude is pro ish. i interact, sometimes observe gamers character and attitude, somehow i will know the trend and beat the hell out of them. so anyone who would wish to dog fight with me on a japanese zero fighter do add me on xbox live and we will meet on wake island for a mano-a-mano. i love doing acrobats.
ok gaming aside, updates on other stuffs. do not be suprised if you see products being reviewed here. i am trying to dive in and explore themarketing and working hard to earn a living so watch the space.
regarding donors who would wish to donate me, please do not change your mind after reading this post. hee. thanks.
Peace
Friday, July 10, 2009
motivation.
motivating others can be an easy deal . motivating oneself takes much effort because one, we are standing on our own feet. two, challenges will always need motivation. and finally, most of the time it is something that we do not like to take part in, but we did it anyway because we want to achieve our own goals and be successful in it. and for my case, i need the drive to do maths again. as i got back to my books, my answers to the questions are normally doodles.
motivation. take for example my routine running. i run because i want to earn 400 dollars every year from the government. and to achieve that i have to be consistent in clocking my 15km every week. i am a lazy ass sometimes and i rather shoot down enemies with my xbox. but what drives me to run is the money. i need money to get married. hehhe. i am motivating myself with that. and once the legs start to run i must not stop because,"i am an officer of the singapore armed forces, my duty is to lead, to excel and to overcome i lead my men by example i answer for their training morale and discipline, i must excel in everything i do, i serve with pride honour and intergrity, i will overcome adversity with courage, fortitude and determination, i dedicate my life to singapore". believe me or not this creed kept me running. i cannot lose. i have to clock my timing. i run faster. sometimes im scaring myself by pushing it to the limits. and it all came from my own self motivation. i felt good.
you guys should try it sometimes. think of something that you really want to achieve and manipulate it to your motivation needs. for myself, i am still discovering how am i going to fully concentrate on my calculus.
Peace
motivation. take for example my routine running. i run because i want to earn 400 dollars every year from the government. and to achieve that i have to be consistent in clocking my 15km every week. i am a lazy ass sometimes and i rather shoot down enemies with my xbox. but what drives me to run is the money. i need money to get married. hehhe. i am motivating myself with that. and once the legs start to run i must not stop because,"i am an officer of the singapore armed forces, my duty is to lead, to excel and to overcome i lead my men by example i answer for their training morale and discipline, i must excel in everything i do, i serve with pride honour and intergrity, i will overcome adversity with courage, fortitude and determination, i dedicate my life to singapore". believe me or not this creed kept me running. i cannot lose. i have to clock my timing. i run faster. sometimes im scaring myself by pushing it to the limits. and it all came from my own self motivation. i felt good.
you guys should try it sometimes. think of something that you really want to achieve and manipulate it to your motivation needs. for myself, i am still discovering how am i going to fully concentrate on my calculus.
Peace
Monday, July 06, 2009
the lift.
no i am not going to tell you complicated ghost experiences in the lift. and i find that mistik show on suria is confusing. can do better.
recently the good people of PAP(pay and pay) has installed new lifts to older housing estates. meaning the residents are aging. so it was really a good initiative to have the lift serving on every floor. i am on the lower levels but once in a while it wont hurt taking the ride. guess the lift really benefit us. not only it eases the senior citizens, it increases the interaction between neighbours, socially. i just realised theres a cute chic living upstairs. mmm. and i dont really recognise most of the people here in this apartment. my goodness 22 years living here.
i should take the lift much more often now. ok dont get me wrong i am not going to go for the chic.
Peace
recently the good people of PAP(pay and pay) has installed new lifts to older housing estates. meaning the residents are aging. so it was really a good initiative to have the lift serving on every floor. i am on the lower levels but once in a while it wont hurt taking the ride. guess the lift really benefit us. not only it eases the senior citizens, it increases the interaction between neighbours, socially. i just realised theres a cute chic living upstairs. mmm. and i dont really recognise most of the people here in this apartment. my goodness 22 years living here.
i should take the lift much more often now. ok dont get me wrong i am not going to go for the chic.
Peace
Saturday, July 04, 2009
syndrome.
every now and then i will creep silently and peep around corners. it is becoming a habit. it is already. its a drill commonly used in military operation training to save your ass. dont rush. shoot kill move. i personally experience it over and over and over and over again. and it is permanently installed in the brain, making it a syndrome that has it side effects of me looking so awkwardly peeping around in the public. what do i learn from this? what can you learn? to be good in something, keep doing it till it becomes a habit and get infected by the syndrome. you will be able to do it with your eyes closed. mmm.
and this disease i got infected with i name it, 'you-go-i-cover-you' syndrome. soldiers will understand. to those who could not acknowledge this and wish to know more. click here and sign on.
Peace
and this disease i got infected with i name it, 'you-go-i-cover-you' syndrome. soldiers will understand. to those who could not acknowledge this and wish to know more. click here and sign on.
Peace
Friday, July 03, 2009
look ma im changing.
i have changed my template after browsing thru the world very wide web. i came across this one which i really liked. credits to lawnydesigns.com. i am so going to learn templates so as to have my own and to share with the world my creativity.
and because of all the changes and modifications, i have lost all my links. thanks to me who fiddled the codes. so if you have been reading this humble blog of mine. leave your links in the comment and soon it will appear again.
Peace
and because of all the changes and modifications, i have lost all my links. thanks to me who fiddled the codes. so if you have been reading this humble blog of mine. leave your links in the comment and soon it will appear again.
Peace