dadada.

imy.

Peace

wow.

school starts with a bang in the head. bang bang bang.

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first.

tomorrow marks my first day of school. i feel like a 5 year old kindergarten kid again. only that i wont pee in class. and i wont cry missing mom. it is the anxiety running all over me. the subjects are making me gagged. the only thing that motivates me now is this:

watch in HD guys. =D. wish me luck!

Peace

ribena.

the mentality of schooling is different once i stepped out the army. my mind now is wanting money, money and more money. it is not that i am greedy. i feel a sense of responsibility somehow(finally). responsibility of being a man. to repay my parents for all the hardships they had bringing me up to be somebody at least. i do feel sucky when asking them money for books. it is not that i want to; feel me dude. just feel me and you will understand. the uniform collected mud moulded me into someone. polytechnic days felt ecstatic with sleeping in lectures and fun in tutorials. care-free. jam and hop. business chickies. wow those were the hippy days man.

university is a whole different realm now. i just had the oath, and it seems they take studying very seriously. the buildings are dull. the classes are much bigger now. friends? i need to learn chinese and do some networking.

well good luck to me. i am already lost in mathematics.

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school.

the sound of school is making me squirm. i am somehow unprepared for it. my bag is torn. i do not have a proper pencil case. and most importantly i find that my mathematics is really rusting up there. other than what is 1 + 1 = 2, i cannot really derive why 1 + 1 = 2. i think i am going for a kamikaze mission or a mentally challenging ranger course. well, to top it off i have received my timetable. i am sweating even before school starts. my goodness. i do really hope i'll move inch by inch, making full use of all my brain cells and be my best throughout my next 3 years of school. i will try to be happy. i will balance time. it is as easy to write and say than being done. the easiest thing to do now is smile throughout my lectures and tutorials. most importantly, smile throughout my examinations, i think somehow it will encourage my study.

plan. execute. contingency. this is my assembly area and im walking courageously towards the form-up point. wish me luck.

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Up up and away.

Interestingly, Carl retires with innovation. Rather than having sucked in by the old folks home, his unstoppable creative mind decides to make the house fly up, blew by thousands of colourful balloons. An adventure not to be missed, Russels, the innocent fat looking boy decides to jump in with a cute request to enter the now up in the sky house. The unimaginable duo travelling thru the atmosphere seeking unknown adventures makes the storyline an exciting trip to the movie theatre. UP in Singapore Cinemas opening 7th August 2009.

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400 bucks.

i do not know why i could not have sound when playing youtube videos. this irritates me. it makes me feel dumb trying to read the lips and watch crazy people dance without music. eeks.

so ok im on a serious deal here. ippt. in simpler terms, the annual fitness test for national service goatees like me. the highest prize? well, instant sweat for 400 bucks. yes i know it is quite a small amount of money. however, im telling everyone that the 400 will grow. i will plant it in a fertile soil add some good nourishments of fertilisers and you will see euro pounds growing on the branches. i will set up security cameras or maybe electric fence before planting it. aim for gold. i am training. when the 400 bucks is in my hand, it is time to get married.

seems long that i have updated this blog. it was almost 2 weeks ago that i updated it but time moves fast i did not realised it. and the eclipse was scary yo. that was just 6 mins of darkness in one part of the world, and we see people go, "woahhh". what if we humans one day do not enjoy anymore light when darkness bestow us forever. be grateful to the One whom created us for everything. wake up.

anything to clarify? no? good.

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