mentos.

i just had an overdose of mentos without me realising. im doing it again. after every semester, after every failures. tsk. its a habit inculcate in me since secondary i supposed. i am lagging of so much modules.

so many mosquitoes here.

collecting your jar of hearts.

maddi jane is simply awesome. school is so troublesome. my friends going to get some after his sundays wedding. i will come. dont get me wrong, i am attending his historical moment in life. how i wish it was me instead of me eh. shabeer. the time will arrive.

okay i just realised ntu library website. the books. you can view it in pdf format, only that one cannot save it for personal use. unless i am very hardworking i can write all of them in my black book.

uhibbu lughatul arabiyya. and im back 2011.

Spread the Peace

im a creep.

i can't find my faith to do anything. i am not advancing neither is my money. i never told all but i bought a camera out of the schools offer. and now everyone knows. however, i cannot believe some would take advantage of it. living in singapore is desperate afterall. earning 200 dollars a day is still isnt enough.

world is full of temptations. i cannot resist. the technology advances and it makes people powerful which makes me forget of the truth. is it hard to believe that there is much more powerful being than us humans. i pray that Allah save us all, open our hearts and do not let the truth go to waste. heavens awaits for the believers.

i need to buck up. im all about games since i quitted putzmeister.

Peace

empty.

i missed writing. writing to console myself. writing to endorse being a human. nothings much really. what i have earned i spent all. im such a loser, listening, pleasing my desires. it is a strong being in there controlling me. i have no armour. my heart is bare being attacked tremendously. i have my mind to execute a no go. and yet the heart keeps pumping harder and failed too many times.

yeahp.

first up. i had three straight red bulls for today. been not sleeping for 36 hours now. imma so high i can kill a bird. what is up with girls, ladies buying cigarettes in the mornengh 7 11. three in a row queuing for them packs. them unhealthy for bearing kids in their tummy. plus i think we should have lesser reflective walls or signs mannn. big time vainer society.

guess what. the 4 months holidays are in and i need a job.

Peace

insanity.

it is driving me. it is driving me to work harder. i cannot fail you mother.

Peace

here we go boys.

well good luck to me.

Peace