i close both locks below the window
i close both blinds and turn away
sometimes solutions aren't so simple
sometimes goodbye's the only way

and the sun will set for you
the sun will set for you
and the shadow of the day
will embrace the world in grey
and the sun will set for you

in cards and flowers on your window
your friends all plead for you to stay
sometimes beginnings aren't so simple
sometimes goodbye's the only way

and the sun will set for you
the sun will set for you
and the shadow of the day
will embrace the world in grey
and the sun will set for you

and the shadow of day
will embrace the world in grey
and the sun will set for you

and the shadow of day
will embrace the world in grey
and the sun will set for you

so yep. this is for you.

Peace

seniors are having so much fun now. them are friggin commissioning soon. mine is a long way down the road. hopefully. arghh. 3 more weeks till the platoon splits up to support arms, and i dont wanna reshuffle from my room. im so happy with my section now. and yes im staying infantry(all the way) and i want to catch em all badges. need some motivation for that. it will look so cool with smart one. chics will go orgasmic. huhu. ok ok i still have a long way to go. and am still not sure im making my way up. im still a so so here. my confidence is still low. im a camel.

i foresee that this week is quite relaxed. exams, soc, run run run and more runs. and hey we're gon go east coast some time soon for the endurance run. and i was especially shocked today. an one hour sleep after our run. wow. we have really 'understanding' instructors aye.

please come back. you.

Peace

a coursemate of mine passed away during his term of national service. due to heat stroke. my deepest condolences to his family.

i hope the rest of you guys take good care of yourselves.

Peace

i just want to live a simple life. with no worries in the back of the head. sitting on my own rocking chair sipping black coffee. with endless fresh green patches of grass lying ahead of me and blue skies painted above the horizon. peaceful. serene. the way i always wanted.

"remember who you are just like knowing woman. soldiers, remember, theres no good and bad here. no bright or stupid or even painter. you are nothing. you are not even human. you are shit here..."

excerpt from the 9th Company.

Peace

i do not wish to describe monday. it was literally shitty. anyway,tomorrow its thursday. gun firing ok! gun stop! gun cant cock! tweeeeentttyyyyyyyyyone one two. twentyone one two.

the nights have been cold without you. yep.

Peace

tomorrow we go bang bang. and im going bang bang with my favourite all time sharpshooter. while the others bang bang with not so likeable weapons. woohoo.

i miss you mom.

Peace

ahhhhhhhhhhh poly life is so much fun.

Peace