im balding. i think too much. i think so much that i ever wonder to improve the capacity of MRT trains so that it wont be squeezy every morning. and to hope that the green uniforms have some protection layer against lethal mosquitoe bites. i cant stop this mind. it will always keep spinning.

one of the superiors passed away last week. left a young kid and a wife. it just reminds me that life is so vulnerable, perhaps an hour, today, two weeks later. you will never know the time when everything are useless. time drifts and people forget you. its just you now 7 foot deep realising the heart stopped beating. and the soul becomes lonely. and to remind myself, for im still breathing Gods invention get the loved ones insured and not to leave them suffering without you. and to prepare proper for the afterlife. im two cents worth.

miss you and love you.

Peace

oh yes i went to safari zoo run. alone and throughout the run the only animals i saw were the giraffes and gazelles. so yep. completed in half an hour. and got myself changed. and went back straight after that. nothing else. i only shook hand with this runner i was competing with. its a fun run but a little competition make it nice. the angmoh chics are quite a serene scene. mmm. oops.

ok. im supposed to revise again. ive lost mood to write.

id do anything for a smile.

seize the day or die regretting the time you lost it's empty and cold without you here.

Peace

shiet i just vented out my frustration, my anger. im falling into the dark side.

imissyoualot+++

Peace

my throat feels itchy now. the lozenges is not helping. im getting warmer and warmer. i feel uneasy. im in camp. i think i rest early tonight.

Peace

i sleep thru the cold morning wishing you could hug me.

Peace

the only ones who took the train this morning must be the ones who either are working in jurong island, or are nurses or simply the ones who have to be reported for duty.

it starting to be irritatingly quiet on the expressway. happy lunar new year to all chinese. may good fortune comes to your pocket.

Peace

you are a part of my heart.

Peace