i was actually back from brunei last week. i just had a big blow back there. dont think otherwise but yep i left a hole above my singapore tag on my uniform. its just a badge as dear pc would say. as other instructors would say. and again i would ask myself why. f it. i just wasted my goal. i do not wish to elaborate any further, it just pisses me off. big time. now am detained in camp for 3 weeks or so. however, honestly said im learning alot from the experience. and regrets are the past, lets move on. and trying hard to redeem myself now.

it was an excursion on the assault boat yesterday. fun. 49 days and 2 hours left.

Peace