i was actually back from brunei last week. i just had a big blow back there. dont think otherwise but yep i left a hole above my singapore tag on my uniform. its just a badge as dear pc would say. as other instructors would say. and again i would ask myself why. f it. i just wasted my goal. i do not wish to elaborate any further, it just pisses me off. big time. now am detained in camp for 3 weeks or so. however, honestly said im learning alot from the experience. and regrets are the past, lets move on. and trying hard to redeem myself now.

it was an excursion on the assault boat yesterday. fun. 49 days and 2 hours left.

Peace

the first question i had in mind when i exited the gate was, why? i knew i could backed out during the series but i just kept going on. i keep pushing on with the team when i already knew i wont get it. its like losing a man in a battle and the war has to continue. the question still lingers, my regrets gets deeper.

ahh life goes on and let me face the sad music.

Peace

tick tock time is ticking now. few more hours to go. well gots to say, flying off for the experience and insyaAllah ill bring back the badge. alright Brunei come get me.

check the smile and look.

happy birthday dad. singapore flyer was fun. miss you mom. miss you sweet.

Peace

haa. im still staring at the print out of temburong courtesy of google earth. comparing it with amazon, its almost similar. im imagining myself in the thick jungle trying hard to survive. im already visualizing the fatigue and hunger im gon face. crawling on all fours to climb the mountains. because from the look of the satellite map, i see very steep slopes. drinking water from the river, i just want to end it soon. and land back safely in singapore. ahh im not even there yet. fast forward please. the thunderstorms, wet boots, foot rot. i bet its gon be far worst than spade.


Peace

haha i didnt realise its 1st of april today. one of my platoon mate went sneaking in each room right smack after midnight changing each and everyones alarm clock to 3 am. it became a huge commotion in the morning when we had our warm up exercises. no one knew who did it because all were fast asleep at the very point of time. suddenly, everyone went horrific. hahha. the sight was funny. and this evil friend of mine kept quite the whole day increasing the tense and suspense in the whole platoon. imagine 3 am the whole jin gang woke up unknowingly the alarm wasnt set like that. hahaha, smart april fool move dude.

okay the bags been sent. few more days now.

eh wait, the flight is being delayed. woohoo.

Peace

erm. counting down the days. im suffering already.

Peace

frustration over, im coming in for another post stalkers. ok primarily this week there were loads of new freshman enrolling into ocs. guess parents now are productive ay. especially them girls intake. wow. i think theres an increase in their enrollment. yep, i was one of the so called tour guide, orientate them to the grounds of the camp and it was the jc batch, one smart bunch of cadets. nyada nyada. then later the week had a written test which i barely passed. eee. not good. and finally cleared the crappy seoc run. woah. the only motivation to run the final stretch was the large blocks of words that say home of the officer corps. yep.

and earlier today. met with the old school buds of them justice leagues. a bit of catching up and some pool. and yep glad to spend time with you guys yo. i see we've grown to be more matured mayune except for, err. you know who. haha. miss you brothers! am tryna upload the rest of the pictures but blogger wont let me to. soon la.


Peace