to be good is not easy. to constantly impress others is even harder. i need to change.

Peace

im bored. ive been observing so ohkay here are some common pickup lines from the good people in camp. it doesnt really matter if you dont understand. ehem.

"neh! understand"

"jumping jacks in position ready. countless counts of 4. exercise begin"

"down. down. down."

"why never shave. sign 3"

"good morning sir!", "morneeeenggghhh"

"leyy"

"bottles up, caps off(in warcraft human race worker's voice)"

"can like that one meh"

"dont be an idiot"

"senior c!(k)adet"

"order disorder"

"hurry up. hurry up. hurry up. shaddup. shaddup"

"very simple very clear cut"

"above beyond as one"

and the best one ever,

"turnout! turnout! turnout!"

its all the insiders joke man.

Peace

if only i had skills of a jumper.

Peace

i miss home quite suddenly. the feeling is different. hearing my moms voice over the phone compared to talking with her face to face is a no less compared to living in a cell. yep, its been hard. two weeks now. no more mishaps. ill be good.

so whats new yo. its understood that the weather is unforgiving these days. i will always be hosed down with sweat head to toe. and ive been drinking a lot. minus being drunk, its really beginning to become Brunei here man. my lips was dry this morning when i woke up. and i bath 6 times on a daily basis here in camp. so dont complain kids. drink more water.

and reaching 21 soon, i ever asked myself, why i chose this path. i felt a tinge of responsibility. to be good and to do good.

Peace

its very painful. sometimes i do feel like tearing. but yep, its making me a hard man.

time moves forward and never come back.

Peace

heres some new addition, do up the platoon cum wing video, having my conditioning run around camp. stocking up food supply, ironing all the uniforms. irony, but im beginning to like my stay here. plus once im out, im left with one week of pro infantry term. and then left right left right throw cap.

"if i lead, you follow. if i stop, urge me on. if i retreat, kill me"

Peace

my only source of entertainment right now is mainly oreo cookies, the Palestine book that i bought from Brunei, my sketch book, graphotism issue 37, Maxims and FHMs in the duty room(taya rogers is 22!), the straits times, military mags, fresh urban ops case study precis, the internet(thank goodness), my best companion blogger, the handphone, the journal, chin up bar along the corridor, my new toothbrush, mp3, the laundry, the boots. ill add in some more if i can discover more interesting stuffs to do in camp.

im staring at my number 2 and number 1 now.

Peace