ohkay, my next home will be at maju camp. put your hands up show your twos and peace be upon you. ill be rolling in tomorrow. and im missing the comrades of alpha 2. hope they do good with them posting. especially my room mate. whos been psp wlaning with me everynight playing bomberman till late night. and yep not forgetting eating char mee in the wee hours when my stomach keeps grumbling. come on more food please. the leopard crawls. the mental torture. the never ending casevac. the charlie mikes. the bond(age) we had. the risk i took in thrice. the regrets at brunei. its all over dude. when the e evolves into a r, im the trainer now. more responsibilities more challenges ahead to overcome. like uncle ben would say, with great power comes great responsibility. welcome your new friendly neighbourhood chameleon. sorry if i cant save you in time, because i need a few minutes to don my superhero uniform with my mask.

gita gutawa. cannot tahans! the song for you can?

Peace

Come home
Come home
Cause I`ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I`ve ever known
So come home

Peace

spot me.

same same but different.

im so dark.

kopi soon.

manchester united!

hoho.

yeehaw.

best buds.

yep.

Peace

as im blowing dust off here, i think my words to express thoughts on this blog is drying up. for now, my greatest desire is to get hold on a dslr. and to end the misery of producing the platoon video.

i think i got the chill to the relac(x) jack posting which starts next week. and im gon grow fat. ok soccer every sunday now.

singing the love song till the break of dawn.

Peace

like im 21 now. so does that make me old. ok people grow old. but some wont grow up. i realised it from a long preach of the general. how different age groups think and talk or even write shows his/her maturity level not the age. ok enough, thanks for the wishes ladies. looking at my 20 19 18 17 birthday wishes, i guess 22 will be the same thing.

myanmar, china. india with the bombings. and moms are bringing kids to clubs. can i go to war now? and dont let me see judgement day.

Peace

every night you cry yourself to sleep. thinking: "why does this happen to me? why does every moment have to be so hard?" hard to believe that, it's not over tonight. just give me one more chance to make it right, i may not make it through the night. i won't go home without you.

when a mistake is committed, and its unintentional. erm ohkay, not really a heavy sinful mistake but something that gets me into a lot of trouble. i have this fear that it will repeat itself again. it gets constant, and every inch of thing that i do, i be much more careful and very aware of every single tweak of em minor muscles; double, triple analysis of the mind before the body reacts. and i realise going thru this made me somewhat better. its torturing but it imposed a great effect. like basic just got evovled yo.

i can rant about my painful days. but i wont.

im in a dilemma whether to caption it as 'im your soldier' or 'tangkap cool'. its in roc.

tangkap cool.

Peace

i just came back from the toilet sweating, washing them lumps of uniforms. is this necessary? nevermind, i feel like i just ran some distance.

i dont get it, why Myanmar is still holding up the international aid. i read and read again. i still dont get it. im eating this bread and still have a big tray of em downstairs. can i mail them there. the reports have been very intense on the delta region. at this time and moment now, people are dying. goodness."the strength in his arms saved his life. he could only watch helplessly as his wife, 10 year old son and four year old daughter were dragged to their deaths by the head high waves". a glimpse of judgement day. humans at that split moment will just forget about everyone and everything, realising whats important to them. life. so breathe. it is easy to take so many things for granted. when i read the reports. i stop, and thank God for every peaceful day that passes.

captain was so nice to come down with prata. i think im growing fatter. yes yes, im still detained in camp.

whens mothers day ah? everyday dude. everyday and im missing her.

Peace