when i play games. i play shooting games. and i find that its rather easy to lob grenades to my preferred target at some distance. seeing my opponents fly up in the sky as they wait for their turn to prey on me.

and today i cant even reach the 40 metre target when i threw the dummy grenade. it pathetically landed 20 metres away. i can have my balls gone if it was real. and how the bananas did they do it in blackhawk down where they lobbed the frag into the window a few storey high. must be cut-scenes. must be. or if not i should start zeroing my grenade throwing.

soon i will be up a hill.

Peace

oh man i feel disturbed by this. how can she. its time girls serve national service.

biatch.

Peace

im becoming super lazy. to wake up in the morning takes an ultimate effort from me and i will be late for work. two times in a row. and burning bucks when i wave the taxi. im lucky the uncle wasnt grumpy today because i didnt had enough cash. im in need to save man. i need to be discipline. i need to go thru ocs again so that they could shape me back to waking up at 5 in the morning and run like nobodys business. and walk in the jungle to detox. what a life. i should sign on ay.

but nope. even if they offered me to be posted for the ace of spades, the adf, which i really wanted to fight with, i will never sign on. i know it will change my character somehow. i miss my old me you know. and im two months away to become pink again. take cover. over there.

i think i should go for the career fair and try to look for a job that can last me for 3 months.

Peace

i finished this book titled the forgotten soldier, an unpopular true story book of a german driver transformed elite soldier thru the campaign of german invasion and loss to the world. a really different account of a soldier forced into battle, finally found himself alive distorted with countless near deaths experience. imagine going without food for weeks in temperatures 10 below zero degrees. well, lets just see if it turns into a movie.

for now i want to juggle like edward van gils. and. just a lil bit. too phat please come out with a new album, soon.

Peace

Peace

beat the general today. one day off. =)

Peace

lightning is fatal. it hits once on random and with massive impact. humans would fall, our merlion didnt and still pours its wealthy water onto the precious singapore river. a bald merlion. a sign perhaps. who would guess. hope its for the better. singapore to recharge itself. once bitten, twice shy ill build an umbrella for you merlion. lets get up people.

Peace