i didnt really do anything much today. only an arrow got me blindly out of nowhere. well the stress hormones was really up after lunch, i kept typing and typing of what obvious on the surface but deep in the ocean the bigger species eat up the smaller ones. and im the fishermen trying to nab the big ones. this time my fishing line snapped and the big fish got away gobbling once again the poor little dudes. ill improvised my rod ok. maybe ill use a fish netting see if they can bite thru.

haaa. anyways i still cant get enough of table soccer. its like the in thing man. perhaps the regulars signed on because of that. hahha. free play from morning till lunch till time off. the best way to de stress! even the air con is blowing hard we delta still sweat fighting our opponents and be the top of the league. tomorrow must play again.

tomorrow run again.

Peace

ah i just have to improve myself. everytime. its always everytime im shot to do something, there will always be mishaps. here and there. the small missing holes. but nevermind. i still beat them 1 on 2 with table soccer. that releases the stress for a bit. clean my work space. update my correction book. wasted like 3 hours doing nothing. played chess. nothing much.

nothing much. i just have this urge to just stop wasting money on transportation fares. and invest on a transport mountain bike. i wants to travel to camp. i will do it. i cant bear waste more money. its for the future you know.

oh yes the classic. she quite hot eh. hee. miss you. =)

Peace

when you cry, i will have compassion and cry with you.
when you shout with joy, i will laugh with you.
when you are down, i will encourage you.
when you fall i will raise you up.
when you are tired, i will carry you
i will be with you till the end of days, and i will love you forever.

Peace

i was on movie marathon throughout my duty. erm. yes i am still vigilant. when i was on break ok. i watched all the shootings, bang bangs, killings. totally bad for the kids. and i notice that most of the movies i watched used mostly technologies to kill victims. and now im having technophobia while im typing this. its like someone out there is lurking and stalking random victims across the net. ohkay i guess i have too much screening. anyway i just realised that its mark walberg and not matt damon, who acted in the bourne series, in the movie shooter. they looked the same yo.

matt damon

mark walberg.

almost the same. almost look like. me. heh. anyway going to continue my marathon again tomorrow. and i feel like dancing to high school musical. hee. but to this kind of tune:

back to the old school! miss you!

Peace

i feel like going trekking.

Peace

Peace

i came to show face and complete my ippt. hee.


alhamdulillah. it felt so orgasmic when the receipt print out. 200 dollars richer now.

Peace

i just came back from interval run an hour ago. it was stitching, but i just had the urge to run and run faster. i feel free. i wants to fly. i looked up the dark sky. its going to rain someday. which is good, i guess. im on duty tomorrow. the long hours spent staring. oh well im in green. who will if im not doing my part. okay. had raya with polymentos in the day. agree with wan that the feeling wasnt there like the one we had(some several posts before). maybe because of the ones who did not turn up. or work had us all down. but im glad to see the rest. we grown up no doubt because all talk national service now. maybe next time we see kids tagging along. who knows.




im going to run again tomorrow. wo xiangnian ni.

Peace

eat. sleep. watch teevee. eat more. play table soccer. repeat. and im back home

Peace

am so uninspired. am shooting rounds with my carbine. am getting killed. am going to work tomorrow again. am left with 7 months of national service. am having duty this friday. its october yo. then itll be november. then december. then january plus february and march. april and finally 12 may two thousand and nine. i will keep my uniform in an air tight cupboard. and then celebrate for a bit. and the study starts all over again.

ignore this post. im just filling it.

i m i s s.

you.

Peace

alhamdulillah it went well. at one point of time i was like finding time to go pee. it was crazy man. my hair was like astro boy trying to make things run smoothly. the superiors are bombarding me with nuclear bombs. but its over yo. lets wait for more suprising tasks.and people are still going raya when im serving the nation. i want green packets. more. more. im still a student. please give me. i want to buy ice cream.

letters letters. here they comeee. must. smell. the hair.

Peace

a bit like stressed and depressed.

Peace

Back home/ We`ve got a lot of shit on our minds
We`re always behind on something cause there`s not enough time
And we`re non-stop/bottom line/doing what we gotta do
To get some food in the fridge and stay out of the hospital
Back home there`s people calling us hopeless
People trying to tell us all we need is some focus
But focus
Focus is overrated
Cause you see every blemish and mistake and can`t change it
Back home is alvarado/K-town and J-town
Or little tokyo for those that don`t know
Where figures shiver/living right in the litter
Where kids write bigger/right inside the LA river
On the concrete/a symbol of our everyday way
It`s that color and concentration over heavy and grey
And by the time the ink dries on this page
I`ll be half a day away from the place where I stay

back home//fort minor.


yes home is heaven.

Peace

Peace

i just hate last minute hiccups man. hes a captain. i cant do shiet. now i need to find a replacement. on a weekend. oh well.


i miss you terribly. i miss you i do.

Peace

i gobble only tarts and makmur and any chocolaty kuehs. i still got green packets and its good to see pretty cousins again. hee.

and i need to go back camp on a friday. and then the saturday too, whattt.

can i have this please?

Peace