weather was cool. not hot. just settled. i was unusually early today, waited 10 minutes before the routine shuttle bus to camp halts nicely outside the sheltered walkway. its monday.

i find myself changing into my pt attire once i climbed up my bunk. its the run again. the 5km 3 times a week run. its a standing order. am not sure why but i paced myself slowly this time. maybe sahur was heavy. the general was just right a metre away from me though but i already panted heavily the second round. i slowed down again. i feel uninspired running alone. and there i was reminding myself back in time with my platoon mates. back when we were doing the 5 basic exercise. oh yes, basic. then the run comes in and it would always be breezy. every morning we come down with our dreamy eyes and start running. we sing we sweat we talk nonsense on our dreams. and the one at front will always go faster and we keep complaining over at breakfast. i remembered this one morning we had to change to our battle gear which include the helmet and plus some dummy magazines which made the load unbearable for the first 50 metres but the camaraderie pushed me on. the core value runs in the head. i have to move on. my buddy have to move on. we had to move on. just a few clicks ahead. we removed our helmets. the feeling was great. we tap each others back, you did a great job mate. eventually, we won the assault course.

im on my third round now, i increased my pace. i still clocked my usual timing. it was monday.

the elite troops. im trying to watch redacted now.

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grab my hands now. and lets just chill.

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10/10. i spent the whole morning trying to find the subtitles for this film. worth the search. oh my, expect me to keep repeating the play button like i do for band of brothers.

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its raya down the corner. i feel like i have not done that good yet and i have a lot of things, i hate it when i say things, to settle. i just feel like not doing anything anymore. take me far away in the highlands, breezing with green field, sipping on coffee and stare your warm eyes. lets forget the world.

and a thought, if everyone were rich, who would clean the street?

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very deep meaning.

why must out of all parts of the body, the mosquitoes must irritatingly bite on the thighs. its not a good sight you know to see me scratching the back part of it. itchy. i hope the new uniforms that will be issued out soon have good material that will break the mosquitoes mouth tube or better known as proboscis when it tries to penetrate thru the uniform. bleed for your country dont breed. aiya why i keep complaining like a wussy.

this batch of nsmen im having is one great bunch, they are a battalion of dedicated soldiers undergoing tight training for their in camp. i truly adore their morale and commitment to defence. well perhaps i think theyre still at the early stage of their reservists but yep i hope it continues on throughout their cycle. the commanders especially played excellent role in it. i learnt a lot. well theyre leaving soon and not coming to see me again teaching them because by then ill be.

ord oh.

when can i see your face again.

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shiet im doing the random sending of messages again. this time its more. i need a new phone but what phone. i dont know because im always prone to having it dropped and thrown all over the shop. how? tie black string onto my waist or neck. ok can. will do. and currently my phone is having its last days with the screen being blank and black i can still message goodnight you know. but its not fun when im not expecting that the boss is calling. my printed numbers on the bills is going to exceed.

and my boss is influencing me trying to make me psychoneurotic with signing on. he is trying to lure me to the dark side with all the best deals i could get. no please help me no. i dont want please stop. help. pull the charging handle and then bang! bang! oh no its coming to me again. bang.

i just saw the army truck owned a car. i dont know hows the civillian condition but the vehicle was totally scrapped and the godknowshowold truck was still intact. no dent no sand.

i just realised i clocked 23 working hours on monday. no sleep just 1/2 break for fast. and then ears go ringing again. and i talk nonsense when im shagged.

for all my life im yours.

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i cant wait for tomorrow monday to end. the past few days i have been risking my life with live explosives and ammunitions and it went thru all the way till saturday. im having the ringing sound in my ears now. i always kept forgetting to wear the ear plugs. ok lets hope my listening dont get degraded.

ok im getting irritated by two things. the weather which has been hot, and my handphone which when i forgot to unlock it keep sending messages and my inbox will end up with 50 messages from me. yesss, thats why i put the first contact as myself so that it wont send any random message to anyone else. see la later my bill how.

lets hope all go smooth tomorrow.

m i s s y o u.

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the past few days the weather has been stickingly hot. like sticky gluey hot. and yes i have been out there toasting myself. and i feel sticky. it continues on thru the night too. i can seal envelopes with my sweat now. its sticky. i can have post it notes all over my body so i wont forget everything now. ok skoo the nonsense. im just tired i cant think anything better but you.

when you hear the boom sound. you take cover.

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this is how you aim your frigging weapon. which part of it you dont understand.

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haa so many tasks.

miss you.

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maybe ill invest in new hobby. anyone interested?

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easy to say very hard to think. harder to suggest. aiya. i think my standard is dropping. i want to go for missions please. or maybe ill make my own and gather my own troops. no dont think violence. im going to do something beneficial to the society. bah.

i hate working in office. there will be office girls with ever changing fashion taste with skimpy clothings and its bad for my eyes and they go scandalicious. thats why i prefer my hands to be dirty with oil and make my own motor that can fly. im random because i just watched the typical drama where the husband work at the office as a manager then got distracted my hot mamas in the office. please dont let me get into that situation please. thank you.

ilu.

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work work work.

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i hate to be put in position where i have to allocate people to do my job. to make things worse, they had me at the last minute. not really that last minute but it was quite a headache finding manpower, when the strength is low and i was left alone in the office where the slightest form of sound was the air conditioning system working hard to keep my cool. i gots to play medal of honour along the way with the rest which is quite therapeutic because theyll know why. hehh. and back to the topic of allocation, i will leave the other party in a state of unhappiness because its last minute and sometimes the job doesnt acquire much effort except just standing for half an hour. i would wish not to ask for it but its the rule. and rule cant be abided. anyways whats done was smooth sailing. thank you for those who had helped.

i hate meetings, conference and whats nots. im seen dozing off 20 mins after it commences. well if it doesnt require me to hear it then can i leave please. just update the minutes in the email. ok sorry i know i am a small fry but im a statue attending the meeting.

and if you keep complaining how hard life is, then dont become a soldier.

ehh i saw how they change the macdonald menu banner. cool. and my spec is back.

and malique got married last month.

missyou.

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