swine. i remembered this word pretty well when i first entered ocs. we were once labelled, 'bloody swine and maggots'. the term, the phrase which describes us fully. dirty with mud. stinky from sweat. dirt that stuck on the body for days. well i cannot blame the sergeant major for shrieking out that loud. we lived thru the condition except for the fact it didnt stay forever. 9 months. 9 hard months was suffice to suck it up the painful moments which left as war stories for grandchildren.

now we realised. we realised how bad does a real swine created a complex virus that affect human lives. the fact that it is already unhygienic, the condition it lives in. relating the experiences, we learnt that keeping clean is not something to be taken lightly. most of us will wait for something to happen and then action will be taken. im grateful that i am a muslim, because the prophet who lived 1400 years ago had thought the islamic generation the ways to live life and cleanliness was a priority and regular practice of each muslim. im here just to remind wonderful people reading my blog to practice good hygiene and it doesnt stop when the flu settles. it goes on all the way.

another thing. i had to agree with LKY with his phrase, 'god is punishing us'. its time to breathe slow, reflect and contemplate. we do not live forever. we are creating our own destruction. we are liars. lets pray before we sleep that the One who have given us life forgive us all and it will be never too late as long as our heart beats. doing a comparison. the history, the people had all lost their lives in gunfights and artillery shells. wars had taken many lives during the past. whats is the difference? today we are all fighting the invisible world war.

ill pray that our sins are forgiven. ill pray that the worlds well being is taken care of. ill pray that tomorrow will be a better day.

God hear us.

Peace

i just love to adore the sight of apaches flying low. mmm.

Peace

i am seriously going to buy myself a digital slr. i cannot tahan anymore adoring nice pictures taken by people. i want my own babies. i will watch ebay everyday till someone decides to sell it at one dollar. i just fought the 50 over bids over the polaroid. i can do for the slr.

i am seriously going to save. join the army. we want you.

Peace

enough said, i want to be the next batman. so catwoman can ride along with me.

Peace

Peace

sheit. i bought a polaroid.

Peace

i was lying down on my comfortable bed in the bunk enjoying the fan breeze. i was staring blankly on the ceiling. my head pressed firm on the pillow. it was late evening. i have checked and recheck again on my whats-to-dos. seems that is all for today. and oh my its already a year and 9 months, days i went thru jungles. days that were mind torture. days that were harsh. days that i wanted my sleep the most. days the face was dirty with mud. days my camouflage uniform have always been my close friend. it is all ending soon. i have finally found the light at the end of the tunnel. hands wiped the face. gusts of relieve blows the windpipe. i will miss my personal 84, table soccer, ocs, cadence run, jungle laterine.

duty, honour, country. the three words every civillian, women will never know unless they wore green. furthermore, the most valuable take away from the army is that the green people i have known will be the most reliable to fight next with.

sign on la. and my favourite reply will be b***.

ORD OH.

not official yet. it will be bigger.

Peace

"...complexity, autonomy, and a relationship between effort and reward in doing creative work, and thats worth more to most of us than money."

"...tolerate ambiguity."

"Success is a function of persistence and doggedness and the willingness to work hard for twenty-two minutes to make sense of something that most people would give up on after thirty seconds."

im taking down notes. good words from author, malcom gladwell. ord mode: read books. do maths. play xbox. love her more.

Peace