i sleep thru the cold morning wishing you could hug me.

Peace

the only ones who took the train this morning must be the ones who either are working in jurong island, or are nurses or simply the ones who have to be reported for duty.

it starting to be irritatingly quiet on the expressway. happy lunar new year to all chinese. may good fortune comes to your pocket.

Peace

you are a part of my heart.

Peace

being too good is hard sometimes. stricken by own rules, afraid to lose the reputation. the line could not be cut or even jagged with influence. it must be straight. the mind has set it straight, and the brain is at stake. finally it dies along with the neurons. the eyes just stare deeply thru the ceiling. all the others are evil. hate them. hate them because i am the only good one. i must be crazy in thoughts.

and why is everyone playing left4dead. whats up with zombies mannn.

Peace

macham macham ah.

Peace

like finally im getting me new spectacles after a long time i lost my old one somewhere in the woods because of my carelessness and my laziness to crawl and find it in the thick vegetation of the darkness that bestows me. so yep i let go of my old supercool glasses that cost mere 50 bucks. and im getting the new one at 130 dollars more. im rich before that. and i need to save. can i have a nikon camera next. mmm.

ok starting february ill save diligently with angel ring over the head. hopefully i reach(rich) my goal. then can plan for the future ahead proper. work starts soon.

money + power = massive ego. money x power = massive ego of destruction. working out the maths. its been a while since i ran. and swim. and i miss you. can?

this guy is good. wow.

Peace

the moon was really bright and it was really cold. the wind as though could make out its own song. a very soothing sound molecules brushing with the leaves. suprisingly there were less mosquito bites than i ever expected. my stomach was always stuffed. and it gets dusty when im rolling on the tracks. but the night was calm. very calm. the moon moves south as i draw my blankets and my eyelids drifts to sleep. and the only thing i remembered was mom and you.

ive missed you.

Peace

i need a little solitude. just stare into the blank sky. reminiscence life for a bit. i have been too much. just me, my socks, the mosquitoes, and the jungle. see you guys back on thursday.

when you have to risk everything you die for, saints and soldiers, maybe i teared for a bit:

"ill watch your back".

Peace

wear your helmets and 3D glasses. its coming! its comeennggghhh! run for your life.

Peace

i just signed up for courses to prep myself. refresh everything again. im like a total lost dude when i open up my engine books. a bit a bit only la but i need to get my senses back on studying. i have been toying my xbox controller im afraid i get drifted and find myself tumbling down. a man gots to do what a man gots to do. ceh im a man already. so yep. im studying again. suffer 3 more years. then collect money. then can marry. heh. heh. perhaps im too young to worry. but yep all the best to me and the rest whos further studying again. and then lets fly.

if i had the chance to. i will.

Peace

golds. playing bad companys the way mannn. anyway hows me. im doing great. i havent cut my fingernails yet. xbox live is awesome. i ran today. played soccer for a bit. and now im planning of what stuffs to bring next week for a my first jungle days out this year. maybe ill bring some solid fuels, mess tin, eggs, bread, maggi, ham, my blanket, my sandals, safari bed, lots and lots of water.
lets look forward to camping! i love camping!. hmm ok. ill blog next time. ive a got a duty to do.

to love you.

Peace

5 months till i leave my full time national service. been thru this and that and some fierce training. creatures from different angles. the dark night. the lonely cold dark night. the camouflage paint. the 3 weeks of pain. acquaintances becoming good buddies. weapons and weapons and more weapons. sometimes i ask myself why am i wearing green for.

Peace

ok i got some good news and bad news for the new year, so lets start with the goodies. number one all army dudes in green gets a pay rise. secondly, cookhouse is serving mee soto. my moms birthday is this month. i bought a new game on my brand new 360! woohoo.

and the baddie is that pay rise is by 20 bucks and it only helps us to pay the monthly insurance that all army personnel are definitely getting. and another bad news is tong seng restaurant is under renovation. boring.

my new game. very strong content not for the young.

Peace