get some.

i cannot study whole day dawg. it just that when i come to a certain question that is pretty hard, ill stone. stone includes long hours of sleep. i have less than 25 days till exams. dude, im not too prep up for D-Day. hols shiznits the blood flow constricts every time my mind think of it. how do them graduates survive this mental tenure. i do not mean to exaggerate but its putting a bullet through the brains, splattering juices. God help me. i know its a bit tight, but i need my heart and mind to focus now. i do not wish to repeat Brunei man.

oh my i miss the whole fcuking platoon 2. them PAC warriors yo.

Peace

french fries again.

how do you start the passion of studying when the mood and motivation isnt there. when the modules are pretty rough and tough. and competitions are stiff. for me, ill tag along playing this game of surviving through. risking my every minute for exams that is coming soon. real soon. deadly. my hair is all standing while i am all smiles. everything is going to be ok, as donald duck would put it. thermodynamics is being a bitch now. our brains are made of neurons and not all humans have the same efficiency of absorbing heavy information fast, letting alone the neurons to process it. its fcuken tough. 10 klicks see chics tomorrow morning. nike human race. ciao.

Peace

snicker bars.

i had 3 bars of snickers of school today. it was the only prominent food that grabbed me when i strolled in the schools convenient 7 11. 1 for breakfast 2 for lunch. imma sweet mouthed now care for a kiss?

i got intrigued by the professor for helping my friend to answer a dang question by him. he looked at me straight in the eyes without even blinking, all i could do was to slide down my chair and hid under the table. nothing much lately, this week was elearning but school is still alive. lectures especially, my life span is limited to 75 mins for the 2 hour of blabberings. my mind will just snooze after that.

i plan to swim today and i did 8 laps, panting. this is pretty bad i must say, should do a weekly affair. washed up and headed off to my marketing lesson at night.

stretch. campus run tomorrow. time to hit the chicks. oops.

Peace

so we do nothing. but be prepared for anything?

i bought two books recently, the first is one bullet away by captain Nathaniel Fick former elite recon marine. a really inspiring book of the adventures in becoming a marine. he writes valiantly, influential to every reader who yearns to be a leader under pressure. i got hooked on aspiring to becoming a marine. the words were written descriptive towards army lingo made me all excited reminiscing the times i had going through infantry officer cadet course. now i am being pressurized by my peers to sign on the army and tell tales to grandchildren. day by day i will hear the passing quotes of 'sign on sudah'. very tempted. weaponrys, shouting commands on the field. uniforms make me look hot. higher CDI factor. "Chicks Dig It".

ah fcuk that. its the old time saying of 'being said is easier than done'. go thru what i have i gone thru. i control my life not you. being in peace is in the melayu blood. although i love being green, signing on wont even be my last resort. but when the button is pressed, i will be there when the nation needs me to fend off enemies taking harm on my family and raping beauties of singapura.

oh yep the second book is a word by word translation of the Quran. loving it.

Peace

desiresssssssssss.

they opened up a new game shop in northpoint. oh noes operation flashpoint is just few bucks away. and need for speed: shift too. my xbox has been crying out for me to caress her controls. mmmmmm.

i cant play. i cannot play. study. study. study.

i want the dslr too.

Peace

castrate myself.

procrastinating is a fcuking bad habit. i cannot mind my language anymore. i am not sure whether this habit is permanently in the genes or i am just being plain stubborn and lazy. the mind is focused on study, but the heart is telling me to wait. i have a whole lot of tutorials that i am lagging as well as 2, maybe 3 quizzes(i forgot) on friday. i am panicking. @$%&#@!

help.

can someone spank me. and i need to do detention in school.

Peace