i would like to thank them relatives and pretty cousins for their concern on my upcoming trip. sthanks yous(if youre reading this). in any way or another im gon be fine, insyaAllah. and you guys take care of yourselves and i hope singapore doesnt change so much when i return. maciaaaam mahu pergi perang. dont worry too much because i myself is worrying whether i could survive training. so yep 3 weeks long so love me when im gone.

so gon miss her. mom.

im feeling butterflies all over the stomach already. so here i go.

Peace

the past 2-3 weeks was pretty toned down, although normal training carry on as per normal with the never ending sweat. guess what. we had soccer, plenty of admin time. and paintball. oh dude, i tell you the past few weeks was heaven. i wish i could describe it into more sub details. but times running out and im flying off to taiwan for some rollercoaster ride. with more bangs bangs and sleepless nights. the rambo gon go wild with the orientals. haha. sheeeeeeeiiit. so yep im packing my bag. in less that 24 hours, me be flying. lets just pray for my well-being and not get screwed up, and perhaps come back with a taiwan chic. hoho. nahhh. im a good dude. me not player. me angel do good things. bet im gon miss mom and mom and mom again, home, certified halal food and jessica alba(what the) and and and the good ol people who cares and adores me 10 cm from the monitor. =D ill be back in 3 weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeks time.

expired flicks:



and dropped something on the wall before i go, thanks to partner in crime adik sleaz(hahha) for the collabo.



Peace

and another post.

it was 530 in the morning, i woke up from an hour of sleep with several itchy lumps on my arms. mosquitoes here dont bite once, they bite a couple of times, got drunk and make easy frags for me. they dont believe in karma, thats why. now my bedsheet is having a bloodfest.

anyways i was welcomed with the common visitor of my wing. the cat. i called it tiger. i still wondering whether its a she or a he. maybe a she. it kept rubbing on me. early in the morning and its already making a lot of noise. so yep the cat was hungry, i was hungry. she sat down beside me, i brushed her ears. she listened to my problems. and went mew for a bit. for once we talk. maybe she understands me better. then my duty bud came with breakfast, dayume she snatches away my food. my fish nuggets! there goes breakfast. but i felt better feeding the cat. i got quite calm.

ohkay time to pack up and move out. gon take the budget way home like yesterday when i came here. bye tiger.

she was already asleep when i left.

Peace

i was just flipping thru maxim after doing rounds in wingline. and i think that magazine is full of sheits. the stories and blas blas arent really a filler. the only catch was mischa burton which was last year dec issue. might as well fill up the pages with beautiful pictures that i can sketch and pass time with.

anyway happy chinese new year. im very gladly back in camp doing duty. and its unusually quiet here. i was staring at the parade square this afternoon and started smiling. it was that 3 months back, with us, just had our lunch. and then in the hot sun we started crawling on the already heated rough rugged road; sweat was tremendous, my hand was bleeding, and at that moment(if i could remember proper) i smiled trying to forget the pain. it was just part of training, i told myself. but hey it was found out that someone was at fault and we're all punished. anyhows the torture was over. we forgotten as training piles up.

you might ask, why do i even bother recalling it. it just hit me. time flies real fast. and next week ill be heading overseas for training. 3 weeks. i bet it will be a blink of an eye.

so yep ill be a watchful eye now.

Peace

i do not understand things that goes on in the army like girlfriends knows no shit about their loved ones got their hair bald, have their faces painted with stripes of black with a base of green and start talking about guns. first, i think i have enough of people of looking down criticizing on others bringing down their morale down rock bottom and thinking highly of themselves that no one will reach their feet to throw them to the ground. i sound immature here but God is greatest. stop with the attitude yo.

speaking about God. the faith have been degrading. i always hated this feeling. a lot of constraints been stopping the self to do what he supposed to. the vulgarities been flowing with the tongue and becames so fluent with it. this is a no go mayne. i need the light back. and im tryna walk towards it now. help me with it Allah.

for some reason i feel so pressured right now. im gon get back with some fun sounding post ok.

Peace