everytime the cookhouse airs hari raya songs during them break fast. i almost teared mayne. i kept holding back the tears and my eyes will always be reddened. i miss mom so much. its the last week of ramadhan i be at home helping her spring clean the house and wash the kitchen till it shines new. oh man. i miss you very much dear mother. its quite fortunate to have a computer in our room. guess this be the medium ill share my hardships in here. hmm.

the nations call is a priority now.

Peace