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Saturday, October 20, 2007

when the parachutes bloom, like flowers in the sky.

its a demoralizing fact to enter ocs. i knew it the very first day even before i entered. i know im gon get screwed top down left right. but hey to be the best you gots to be treated the worst. oh yep fyi im from alpha wing, and when you tell peeps(who knew well about the different wings) that youre from alpha. they will give you the shocking look with shaking heads. and the "oh no!" then, they will tap your shoulder and 'all the best to you' greets. all in all, them cadets of ocs should know stories of alpha and the instructors(ohmy). and im beginning one chapter of it. probably the first few paragraphs. you know what, bmt was like only sweat. ocs is like bloody and sweaty. i guess its all good yo. they training me to be a better gentleman so that i can treat girls right. hoho.


so the week was filled with trying out our primary and a support weapon and and some demos . thats the only cool thing about army. you gots to try out the different gunnerys and gears. i think i look almost like eric bana in black hawk down when i had the battle goggles on. haha. and the other cool thing is you gots to simulate operations; which will be somewhere long long down the lane. flanking defending and stuffs. woo. ok enough about army stuffs. im keeping a personal written journal for the stuffs i did. i could not have it typed out here. its restricted and i might get jailed.

so i dont really feel the hari raya season this year. last week i almost slept in most of my good old relatives' houses. training really stinks. anyway, them cakes and biscuits were suprisingly tasty. and rendang. oh my goodness. and yep to see pretty cousins kept me awake for a bit before i doze off again. ahh. and hey i still get green packets yo. woohoo. other than that. i miss adoring her(who?). and i miss graffiti. i miss it so much im buying whole lots of graphotism to camp.

my weekends will be so precious now. every minute of it. freedom is a constraint. and i have 27 hours 30 minutes till book in. =((

i need sleep.

Peace